New Racket

My pink colour badminton racket was spoilt!!!


Ai...


So heart pain ah!!!!


And my Yang Yang Sensation 300 racket also followed my pink colour racket...Ai..


So,

I had to buy a new racket...I have no $$$ le oh!!


So this month I planned to buy Maggi and egg for my breakfast and dinner...


Ai...

Help me please!!!

New racket-

Yang Yang Quantum Saber 6000

Quantum Saber 6000

Snowing in My Heart

Due to a low pressure area which formed over the coastal waters of Malaysia, the heavy rain in the northern states of Perlis, Kedah and Terengganu caused most of the places in these states suffering for flood.

Due to some family problem, research problems, working problem...the heavy snow in my heart caused me whole night kept continued with the terrible nightmare, caused me can't rest well, caused me can't focus on what I am doing, caused me froze my mind, caused me heart pain all the days, caused me scared to face you all, caused me don't know how to deal with you all...

Why...

Can I run away from where I been borned?

Can I don't look at the things happened but pretend I don't know everything?

Can I be the hunter, straight away lie down and pretend myself was dead when see the bear?

Can I shout at you all to know actually what happened?

Can I handle the things you two having now by shut myself down and cut of all the sources of information?

Can I....

I can do nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dont' snow please.....

I just don't want to lose you all...

Please...

November-Snowing

No snow in Malaysia.Naturally.

But why I am feeling cool in my heart?

Frozen my mind and all my ability to keep move on...

May be it just an excuse for being lazy

May be it just a reason for holiday

May be it just a reason for stop all works on hand

May be it just a sign for run away...

I don't know how many reasons or excuses or signs I might have to slow me down for the works...

I just believe, I am no good enough for being a successful person no matter in what...

Ok...I need to change now. No negative in myself...Em..May be less negative..

I wish to be positive mind started from long time ago.

+positive +positive +positive +positive +...

Happy November for Everyone!!!

No snowing here!!!