Choices.....

When I finished my final exam and final presentation...

I decided:
-To find a good job
-To further my study in my field
-To earn $
-To earn experience and knowledge
-To become mature
-To plan well for my future life...

After half month on failing to get job and offer on master study, I made my face thick and cut down my nerve which to control my face turn into red when feel shy.

An x-ray,ultrasound,MRI, diagnosic equiment company called me for interview. A big, famous company in medical field. I did quite bad in the interview but the result is...God bless me.I got the offer as a service engineer. Based in JB after training...

My supervisor can't hold from my disturb and she is so kind, good, helpful to me in searching some sponsorship on my research assisstant's salary. And she prepare a title for me to work up in research and also might be focus of my master study...

Now...

Is time for me to choose...

Should I go for a big famous company or work hard for my research???

God...

I really weak in making decision...Scare of regret, disappointed, upset and fail...

I miss YoU

One of the things that I never regret is loving YoU....

Thesis presentation = Done!!!

Today is final thesis presentation.

Wake up at 7am and went to UM from Sunway early in the morning.

Early in the morning, met traffic jam.Really a bad sign for me.
Reached UM on time but the person in charge camr late, bad sign 2. What is the meaning for ask all students came early but the person in charge came late??
Setteld down all the things, waited for my turn to present. My bottle left outside and my tie left inside my car. Bad sign 3.

Luckily i managed to finish my presentation before the funny look guy ring the bell.
Thank God, I finsihed all the things required to graduate!!!!

Now just need to prepare the full hard cover thesis to submit.
Then waiting for graduate and jobless....

Job hunting start.............................

Moody......Last 2 days at 2nd college..

Today is 2nd day i finish my final final final examination. Final year final sem final paper...

Yesterday whole day used on novel reading, rain running (Went to computer lab.Raining and had to run back.Luckily, met a damn kind senior = Hnag Seng.He fetched me back.Hehe..), ZanMai Sushi with senior and my lecturer (yummy!!! But expensive - -!!! ), Yum cha-ing at Murni...

Have a great time with juniors, batchmates, seniors and lecturer...

But today...Start feeling bad and missing. Going to leave the room, to leave the college, to leave the faculty, to leave the university I stay for 4 years...Haven't start packing yet!!! Haha...

And today is Midvalley Jusco Member day.Because of post lab presentation at 3pm -5pm, I miss it again...Bad...Hope to get something useful for my future life.

Job hunting ?? Reasearch seachring ?? Life enjoying ??

Which is the best for me???

28th April 2010

Today after 4th paper = Tissue Engineering, I went to McD with my good coursemate, Kian Yean.

I had a Double Mc Spicy Deluxe.

Super nice!!!

My mouth consider big but still no enough for me to give it a bite!!!

Very full and happy after finished it...

Release all my tension on it.

Haha...

So hope can share with you...

Take good care oh...

Miss you...

26th April

Today I finished my 3rd paper = Prosthetics and orthotics. Open book test but very hard!!
Hope for a B lo...

Tomorrow, 27/4/2010, brother JQ's birthday!!!
Wish him all the best and have good life there!!!

Wednesday,28th.
4th paper.Tissue engineering.Hard and scary subject...

Studying at 5th.Alone.So hope you at my side now...Ai...

Wish you are well there...

23/4/2010

23rd.Having my 2nd paper.Final sem final exam.

Advance Biomaterial.

Study, memorize and forget...

Ai...

So hope can fast fast finish all my examinations...

1st paper = perspective in healthcare. Did quite bad.May be just a B? Or a B-??

Em...

Hope can get a job soon....

Miss You very much...

Copy from facebook..Study week too stress...

Study week so stress and study progress so slow...Low productivity...

Post something from facebook here to share with you...

1.女孩子并不在乎你有没有钱，她在乎的是你会不会发奋努力改变现状；

2.女孩子并不在乎与你生活在一起会遇到困难，她在乎的是你会不会迎难而上，不逃避；

3.女孩子并不在乎你长得有多帅，她在乎的是你能不能给她足够的安全感；

4.女孩子并不在乎你跟你的异性朋友有多好，她在乎的是你能不能一心一意对她好；

5.女孩子并不在乎你送她的礼物有多贵，她在乎的是你会不会时常给她个惊喜；

6.女孩子并不在乎你的志向有多远大，她在乎的是你是不是一个老实做人、踏实做事的人；

7.女孩子并不在乎你有多浪漫，她在乎的是能不能从生活的点滴中感受到你的爱；

8.女孩子并不在乎你的人可以每时每刻都陪在她身边，她在乎的是你的心可以无时无刻不想着她；
9.女孩子并不在乎你在物质生活上给她多大的满足，她在乎的往往是一句窝心的话，那似乎比什么都重要；

10.女孩子并不在乎你现在的境况如何，她在乎的是你能不能让她看到你的未来；

11.女孩子并不在乎你跟她的关系有多亲密，她在乎的是你会不会负责到底；

12.女孩子并不在乎可以分享你的快乐，她在乎的是可不可以分担你的忧愁；

13.女孩子并不在乎跟你在一起吃苦，她在乎的是陪你走到最后的是不是她。

Some of them really true and I knew you wish i can be what stated inside the words. some of them quite hard to believe...

I very miss you...

I hope can be what you wish although I might be unhappy sometimes...But i hope you are the one who are the most happiest when with me...

So hope that time can run backward till the day we met...And I wish can be the one at your side always...

Miss you so much....

20 April 2010

2 more days will be my final year final sem first paper.
No prepare well for it as no have study mood now.Ai...Quite bad...

Hang out with a group of crazy, friendly, funny seniors, batchmate and juniors...

Have a very wonderful night with them.

Listen a lots of jokes, teasing between each other (positive + negative = laugh all the time), and make noise at McD. Really a special crazy memory for me within my 4 years study...

The best joke from our God-Hang Seng, 'Tan Lean Choon (birthday girl) + Tee Chee Beng (her batchmate) = CBLC (can be defined as bad words). But God is different from us. He defined the words as 'Confirm Boleh Lulus Cermelang' for all in the final exam.'

Damn nice and good!!!

Hang Seng, your level really different from us.Haha...

All the best for you all in your examination!!!

Study week 12/4~21/4

May be this will be my last study week in my 4 years uni life.
Happiness, stress, sadness, smile, tears...
All of my uni lifes...

I miss you.Deeply.

May be chanceless, hopeless, I still hope the answer from you.

早安=晚安

Last study week...I wish it will be...

Good night...

或许只有在分离的那一刻，才能把心中那一个最重要的你，看得最真最清楚。

Last lecture... 8/4/2010

Just finished my last lecture in my 4 years uni life...Undergraduate uni-life...

So hope to get an answer from somebody.. How to continue...

No more:
Supper with you all (seniors & juniors) at Section14,ss2,Ming tian
Sing K with you all
DU food
Sport without end
Represent KK2
Projects (UMIT,MATB 1 or 2,PTB,the most important CC...)
BBG,BSK
Meeting until 5am
Prepare dancing performance for seniors and juniors
dedications selling or buying
Marketing drive
.........

Ai...

曾几何时，这一天，好像不会到来。

现在，毕业，离我好近却也可能是好远好远。

未来，影子，我还看不见。

心里还没做好准备，thesis，却在和我招手了。

或许，我的未来该把所有负面的包括想念你都留在原地...

现在的我，只想把好的都装进袋子里。

只好把对你的回忆留在最初认识你，喜欢你，的那里。。

好像张开口大力的呼吸。

天气却热得我连呼吸都不自如。

？？工作/\求学？？

4/4 Last week lecture

Hopefully the coming week will be my last week attending lecture in 4 years uni life.

No doubt that I love uni life that no have assignments, examination, and THESIS!!!

Sport, food, activities, project, hang around and chit-chat with others.

Nice..

People said the time past so fast, come to the end of uni life.

For me,

"4 years are too long for me to study at here. But 4 years are too short for me to learn how to be a better man."

P.s: Thesis haven't done. Assignment still need to copy paste. Exercises haven't finished. But now what inside my heart only got you and my future. Take care...

MATB 2 2010 \/ Thesis

Last week Friday was MATB 2 2010. A function which was held at 5 stars' hotel. Is 4th time i attended it since 2007. I thinked it will be the last time for me. Really appreciate it.




That day had a lot of photos, eat a lots (1st time I felt full in such function), met a lots of juniors with pretty/handsome dressing, and talked a lots with seniors and juniors.




Really hope I can be the VIP in the coming year to attend such function...Haha..Just kidding as I not a good and proffesional student,not a well contributer to college...




Some of the photos I took that day...

Inside bus.SS

SS ^2

Leng lui!!!

Old ppl...

After enjoyed the dinner, now come the hard time ....Ai...

Thesis had to be done by 31st...And I confirm can't finish on time... Some more my supervisor started to unlike me...How how how???

Anyone can give me some ideas how to solve this 'engineering' problem ????

Ai...

After grumbling, let's go to thesis...

Wei Hong, try your best!!!!

P.s:

How are you there? Enjoy your life? Remember to take good care...I will be missing you all the time...

MATB 1 2009/2010

今天是第二宿舍的MATB1。一个在DU (Dewan Umarak=Dewan Makan)主办的颁奖晚宴。
这是我第四次参加了。

第一次=1st year.那时我是add-hoc。没什么好玩的。

第二次=2nd Year。那时我是排球队长。拿了个银牌，没机会角逐最佳队伍。也没什么好谈。

第三次=3rd year。那时我是Lencana Separuh的得主。这是颁给在运动领域对宿舍有贡献的学生的一个荣耀。那时蛮开心的。毕竟学术方面的奖项自从我进入大学后就没机会染指了。而且运动是我最大的兴趣。能得到他人的肯定，还真的不错！

第四次=Final Year。今天的感觉有点怪怪的。Junior都‘酸’我得了个‘终身成就’奖。Lencana Penuh。它，算是我在大学四年所参加的运动的一个不完美的终点吧。。。SUKMUM没的过金牌，羽球不能进入一流高手的境界（当然是指大学的水准啦），排球没有很好的表现，蓝球没入选，手球却太迟接触，乒乓没真真的去学，网球却只停留在初学者的境界。。。牺牲了好多好多的时间，汗水与泪水，得到了心灵上的饱和。算不算值得呢？

虽然你不在身旁，但我真的好想好想和你分享这个荣耀。
虽然它只是一个别人眼里没什么价值的东西，但它肯定了我。。。一种被人重视的感觉。。。


P.s: 在你眼中的我又是怎样的呢？

Thesis = killer...

Final year project = Thesis. A nightmare for all final year student. Am I correct??

I really can't get any good thing from this stupid final year project.. Is that i must learned something from so difficult 'project'??

Since the 1st time i stepped into 2nd college, all seniors kept talking how terrible thesis is. When the time is coming, is my turn to grumble on this stupid work le!!!!

Waste time, waste energy, waste money...Anyone can tell me what is the benefit that student can get from final year project??
Learn how to prepare report? No. We can learn this skill from prepare experiment report.
Learn how to write research paper? If I don't wish to further study, is that i need to have this skill for finding a job?
Learn how to analysis data? No need do thesis also can learn gua?
Learn how to write literature review? Haha...

I really what i learn from doing thesis...

So stress and so hard...Ai...

Ok..

Finish grumbling!!!!!

Go work lo...

Aza aza fighting...

P.s: Will you read this post?

I just want to tell you that I never stop missing you even 1 second...


Take care...

10/ 3/ 2010

Today is a boring busy day..Because I slept this morning 230am, so when i wake up,10am was coming and i had to wash my shirt, send the receipt to office, get approve for my letter from my lecturer/supervisor, and go to career path (career fair) for 2nd survey..

And after i finish washed my shirt, i got a call from HP company asked me for attend an interview which will be held at 2pm.

So I have to rush to my department to settle down the things in my plan and walk to DTC for the intervew without have any time for my lunch!!!

Ai...Pity ...and hungry...

I met my secondary schoolmate at DTC and have a funny discussion with the ZTE company worker. I went through a 30 minutes interview session with HP workers. Although I had tried my best,I believe i no the best candidate they looking for. But it is a good chance for me to involve in a job interview session.

Busy day...
But do nothing for my thesis and asignment!!!
Die...
Tonight sure need really concentrate on my thesis and Tissue engineering assignment!!!!
Aza aza fighting!!

1 week after 元宵

这星期超背的。。。

牙痛！！

吃什么痛什么！！！

明知道吃是我生命里仅次于运动的欢乐，

却让我这么的‘享受’。。。

真的很惨。。。

前途茫茫

牙痛惨惨

功课亡亡

眼泪怅怅

但我答应过你，我一定会尽力。不会再怪天怪地....

尽力不去埋怨，不去想东想西...

就想你好了!!!

对吗？

元宵节

今年的元宵节过得很无聊。真的觉得在浪费时间。没有和朋友们去拜神和赏花灯是我的错。机会没把握所以现在一个人吃完不好吃的晚餐（2nd mamak）后在房里上网写blog。真的很无奈。。

三天的假期，功课没完成，幸好星期六打了一场让我心情好的羽球。
正月十五，花灯明月，想念的她却在远方，祝福与思念，不知你收到了吗。。。

来临的一星期，我的生活只剩Assignment 和test，还有thesis。。最后一年的大学，难道真的没有一丝让人开心的吗?

开始对未来失去方向感，却不能完成现在的工作。
怀念着过去的无拘无束，却遗憾当时的年少轻狂。

这样的想法，是不是告诉我，我已不再年轻？



元宵晚 华灯初上 影尤在 心思何方

Bad luck Vs Good mood??

Sunday,I heard about my best friend = Shi Yeong said he almost everyday push up 200 times to build up his body. So I wish to do so to make my body stronger and stay healthy..

Who know when I started to do about 70 times, my hand muscle already warn me that they couldn't afford for continually push up until 200 times. So I could only reduce the number to 100 times...On the second day, my muscle pained!!!

Until today my muscle pain still no recover especially my triceps !!!!Damn pain...

Aih...the bad luck still following me from the 1st day of Chinese New Year until now...

Yesterday I went to Masum Badminton Training. I could only played soft due to the muscle problem... The coach said I was confused whether wanted to smash or not when the opponent returned the shuttle to me... So sad... T-T

Haha...

But I got a good new from my friend at night. It make me so happy!!!

New Pink Racket!!!





New and old racket. Yonex and Apac.



Hope that the good mood can help me gain some good luck in my life....


I really need some good luck !!!!

Holiday finish...

Tomorrow will be the 1st day of class after about 10 days holidays...

This year Chinese New Year was too normal for me. Nothing special occurred except i fall sick on the 3rd day of CNY. Damn bad luck...

Gamble = lose.

Holiday = Sick and do nothing.

Thesis =Zero progress in the holiday.

Study = Comic and story book in the holiday.

Job hunt = ???

Meaningless....

Luckily I ate a lot and slept a lot during this holiday...

I miss You...

Happy Chinese New Year 2010!!!

Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends!!!

恭喜恭喜。祝我所有朋友们一切顺利，步步高升，心想事成！！

最重要的是身体健康！！

Selamat Hari Raya Tahun Baru Cina kepada semua kawan saya!!!

新年如意，虎虎生威哦！！

P.s: 不能回乡过年的学子们，记得要好好照顾自己哦！

回乡过年的朋友们，记得要小心，还有就是要跟家人好好团聚哦！！