Snowing in My Heart

Due to a low pressure area which formed over the coastal waters of Malaysia, the heavy rain in the northern states of Perlis, Kedah and Terengganu caused most of the places in these states suffering for flood.

Due to some family problem, research problems, working problem...the heavy snow in my heart caused me whole night kept continued with the terrible nightmare, caused me can't rest well, caused me can't focus on what I am doing, caused me froze my mind, caused me heart pain all the days, caused me scared to face you all, caused me don't know how to deal with you all...

Why...

Can I run away from where I been borned?

Can I don't look at the things happened but pretend I don't know everything?

Can I be the hunter, straight away lie down and pretend myself was dead when see the bear?

Can I shout at you all to know actually what happened?

Can I handle the things you two having now by shut myself down and cut of all the sources of information?

Can I....

I can do nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dont' snow please.....

I just don't want to lose you all...

Please...