Last day

Long time no update my blog le..Is time to write something in the last day of 2013..

Many things happened in 2013.

The most important thing for my study is still standing at the wrong place without moving forward.

The most important thing for my life...Grew elder and useless wuwu...

Time to have coffee...

The Conjuring

Seriously I seldom enjoyed horrible movie.

Don't really like to pay for frightening myself.

But Conjuring, a movie to make me to do so.

Not because of the director is Malaysian but the story.

It mixed up the concept of holy, soul and intermediate and the relationship between each others.

Explain about the case of ghost through scientific way.

Very good movie.

Despicable Me 2

看了七月的第一场电影。Despicable Me 2。

还不错的一场电影。

又吃了一大盘的铁板面。

但不知为何，还是不能坦然地面对自己。

是太执着。。。还是不知到底应该如何....

庸庸碌碌的半年

就这样，五月过去了。

庸庸碌碌的半年时光就那样的溜走。

当得到的与逝去的一样多时，是不是该想想转个弯或是换个跑道了呢？

研究持续没结果。

懒惰一样在发酵。

二十六个年头

生日，应该高兴吗？

今年的生日，我过得很不开心。

除了因为个人因数好像没钱啦，没工作啦，研究没成绩啦...等等

最让我吃不消的是

大选的结果。

在一个民主的国家，竟会因为个人与政党利益而发生舞弊欺骗选民的事。

这是任何一个在这片土地上生活的我们不能认同的。

我是一个小市民。

小到连自己的研究也完成不了的市民。

我无权过问国家大事。

我只能默默地被他人踩在脚下。。。

大选 PRU13

PRU 13
5th of May
I heard the Malaysia are bleeding and tearing whole the night
The first election which whole country were taking part
Everyone was contributing to ensure a better future
Initial results were cheering everyone who wishes to get out from corruption and darkness of lousy leading from BN

6th of May
Devils rise from the Hell
Stole away our brightness and the loser kindness
Replaced with a prestige and answers which fooling the whole world

Angels were leaving
The human started in the dark
Hoping the dark knight rises again
5 years without a single sunshine...

五月的五月

五月了

2013年的五月好像来得太快了

以往的五月都是我最喜欢的

生日最大嘛...

但这一次，却是我最不想的一次

五月五，身为首投族的我将会尽一个公民的责任

谨慎地选择国家的未来

但一场不公平，黑暗，黑箱操作的选举，有意思吗？

五月了

研究还是没进展，储蓄还是没增加，生活还是没早落

以前会说别人不生性，二十多岁了还没屋没车

回首看看自己，好像不比他们强

哎...

早晨的早餐

大家都知道早餐是非常重要的。但在这走路比跑步快，吃饭比大便急，开会比睡觉长，烦恼比欢乐多的城市。好好地吃一顿早餐应该是种奢侈吧！

今早，在塞车的途中，看见旁边一辆铃鹿（kancil) 的美女主人在车上吃早餐。重点不是她是一位美女。重点不是那辆铃鹿。重点是她在吃的早餐！因为我的早餐也常常在车上解决，所以就多看了两眼。最令我惊讶的不是她的美貌，也不是她的驾车技术，而是她在吃nasi lemak！！

一手握着那包椰浆饭，一手拿着汤匙兼扶着方向盘的她在很认真吃饭的同时还要应付前后左右的车辆。真的非常了不起！！！

本想有手机拍下那一幕，但又害怕她把我当变态佬看待，就放弃了那按下快门的决定。毕竟美女只供远观，不可近拍。（忘记是那一位bro告诉我的，哈哈）

直到现在，我的车内早餐都是糕点面包或是一手能掌握的食物。从来没想过要如何像她那样吃早餐。当然，我不是要鼓励大家像她那样吃早餐。毕竟那样的驾驶是对自己和其他公路使用者都很危险的。

但很多时候，生活在这样的城市里，连呼吸到的空气都觉得繁忙气息，还真的避免不了那样的过生活。

希望五月五后，我们的生活能有那么一丁点“好”的改变。

Rain - Starbucks - Dark Mocha

Sitting inside Starbucks, facing everyone who facing on their FB.

Having a Dark Mocha Frappuccino while outside still the rain dropping.

Cold the weather, cooler my heart and my mind.

Is time to move on...

Is time to face the truth...

Is time to get on challenges to grow...

Is time to change for something no matter it will be better or worse...

月光惆怅

隔了好久好久（其实不久啦。两个月咻一些就过去了。）

终于想写一些东西了。

其实间中有好多事情发生，但都没心情写下。

懒惰，郊游，玩手机，古灵精怪，天马行空的事都是阻止手指按下键盘的。

躺着听《日光机场》，心里却满是惆怅。

总觉得自己那么老了却一事无成，但又狠不下心认认真真地放下该放下的，去谋一个长久。

唉。。。

真的。累了。

“剪一段日光 
解爱情的霜
让我窝在你的胸膛
埋葬我的脸
留一段日光
在黑夜里流浪
任随思念时光倒转
再爱你一场
任随思念时光倒转
再爱你一场”



任随思念 时光倒转 再爱你一场。。。

1st Post in Snake

After a long holiday, is time to step into research again.

Although I have no Chinese New Year mood after the 1st and 2nd day of CNY, I still enjoy the new year holiday very much.

By having the time with all my family, and my best friends, I really appreciated what I have now.

Still will envy those rich people who no need to worry about money.

Still will envy those big luxurious car owner who can drive away other's eyes.

Still will envy those big pretty house owner who can swim at own private swimming pool.

Still will...

I will jealous all others have but always forget to look on my side, look on what I have.

I hope I can always put all my family in my heart and look after of them every second.

I hope I can always concentrate with my research and do it properly for what I have decided.

I hope you got chance to look at this and give me a word. A word to warm my heart.

Thank you...

Miss you....

UpsideDown

A very nice movie with a special idea.. haha..


Although the story line is a bit old and predictable, it still a good movie which gave a lot of idea about life and loves..Hehe..

Next movie, Les Miserable!!

1st post in 2013

After a long holiday and long lazy rest...

Is time to work for 1st post writing in 2013 and work hard for my research...

Don't know why..REally less motivated and less energy to move forward.

Ai..Already 2 and a half years stick inside this lab. Is time to move out to have some challenges.

Wish all my family and friends have a blessing year.

Be healthy and be happy all the time.

Money money come come!!!!