Bad day for my middle finger..

So so so bad luck oh!!!

A stupid beaker broke my middle finger!!!

So deep and a lot of blood lose!!!!

I prefer donate those blood to mosquitoes rather than INJURED!!!!!

So pain oh...

Wu wu wu wu...Tomorrow I want apply MC!!!


P.s: Dr Belinda,please accept my MC.

By the way, MC holder can go PC fair ma?

New Racket

My pink colour badminton racket was spoilt!!!


Ai...


So heart pain ah!!!!


And my Yang Yang Sensation 300 racket also followed my pink colour racket...Ai..


So,

I had to buy a new racket...I have no $$$ le oh!!


So this month I planned to buy Maggi and egg for my breakfast and dinner...


Ai...

Help me please!!!

New racket-

Yang Yang Quantum Saber 6000

Quantum Saber 6000

Snowing in My Heart

Due to a low pressure area which formed over the coastal waters of Malaysia, the heavy rain in the northern states of Perlis, Kedah and Terengganu caused most of the places in these states suffering for flood.

Due to some family problem, research problems, working problem...the heavy snow in my heart caused me whole night kept continued with the terrible nightmare, caused me can't rest well, caused me can't focus on what I am doing, caused me froze my mind, caused me heart pain all the days, caused me scared to face you all, caused me don't know how to deal with you all...

Why...

Can I run away from where I been borned?

Can I don't look at the things happened but pretend I don't know everything?

Can I be the hunter, straight away lie down and pretend myself was dead when see the bear?

Can I shout at you all to know actually what happened?

Can I handle the things you two having now by shut myself down and cut of all the sources of information?

Can I....

I can do nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dont' snow please.....

I just don't want to lose you all...

Please...

November-Snowing

No snow in Malaysia.Naturally.

But why I am feeling cool in my heart?

Frozen my mind and all my ability to keep move on...

May be it just an excuse for being lazy

May be it just a reason for holiday

May be it just a reason for stop all works on hand

May be it just a sign for run away...

I don't know how many reasons or excuses or signs I might have to slow me down for the works...

I just believe, I am no good enough for being a successful person no matter in what...

Ok...I need to change now. No negative in myself...Em..May be less negative..

I wish to be positive mind started from long time ago.

+positive +positive +positive +positive +...

Happy November for Everyone!!!

No snowing here!!!

29.10.2010~30.10.2010

29.10.2010

身边的一位好友飞到日本，生命里的第二段旅程，即将这那陌生却又无比熟悉的地方开始。
在此，祝他前程似锦，记得要和我们保持联络。

在送他上机的时候，真的会觉得感慨。

每一次送朋友出国都会有这样的感觉。

好想问问自己是不是那么差，好想能够勤劳一些，幸运一些...

尽管心里明白自己的水平到哪，尽管知道懒惰是自己的本性，尽管知道自己真的很幸运了...

却还是无法从那感慨地感觉里逃脱。

好想能够改变一下。

好想能像你们一样到其他地方去看一看，去体会那不一样的生活....

朋友都说：“改变不了其他，就只有改变自己。”

那样说来，难道只有改变自己是唯一的方法吗？

离题了。。。

高佬，190，bird。。。

记得要好好地呼吸

要好好地荼毒哪里人的思想，不要像阿tiu那样

要好好地守身如玉哦！！！

哈哈哈。。。

10.10.2010

十月十日2010年

10-10-10

我很喜欢这个日子

好像

喜欢的人对自己说

‘爱我爱我爱我’

常常觉得的自己是一个知足的人

容易满足 容易高兴

容易把不开心的放一边

事实上

自己确是个容易伤心

情绪化的人

常常觉得自己的人缘很好

很多朋友

很多知己

事实上

自己确是个容易让人讨厌

不受人欢迎的人

常常觉得自己不像金牛座

不爱脚踏实地

不会对别人吝啬

喜欢改变

事实上

自己却是个固执牛脾气的

老顽固

常常觉得自己很能干

能应付做研究时会遇到的问题

事实上

在run着的研究却遇到了瓶颈

常常觉得自己的口才还不错

辩才了得

说话滔滔不绝

事实上

到底有多少人是有在听的呢

常常爱怨天尤人

说这个不好，那个不行

事实上

是一个好吃懒做的

大笨蛋

101010

过的有点不开心

好希望

能做到真正的知足

能变得会说话一些，真心朋友多一些

能多听别人的劝告

能固执地喜欢心底的哪个她

能在做决定时勇敢一些，坚决一些

能真的能干，不要懒惰，完成那研究

能。。。

好多东西要做

好多自己要改

101010

爱我爱我爱我

要记得爱家人

要记得爱自己

当然不会忘了要爱你

FuLlY WeeKenD---MaLaCCa TriP

Having a 'FULLY' weekend at Malacca!!!

Senior JQ visited my hometown with his family and treated me eat so many nice food!!

WAkaka...

Satay celup...

Ikan Bakar...

Fry Rolling potato...

Dum sum...

Loving Cendol...

Crepe Cake...

Chicken Rice Ball...

...

...

OMG!!!

Like that how to keep fit???

HAHA...

Thanks oh JQ...

Sorry for the ikan bakar ....Hehe...