First Interview 2011

2011

Attend an interview in the beginning of 2011

A global company which related less to my study

Apply the position because

I really interest in explore something new

I really wish to learn more in that field although it might be hard for me

I really hope can prove myself

I really look for something different in my life

I really want to make a change in my current LIFE!!!!

I know I interested in doing research

I know I won't do well in research as a lazy guy

I know I want to earn $$$$$$$

I know I won't have a lot of $$$ with the current JOB

I know I scare of lose to other

I know all of my friends do well at their life

I know I have limited choices with my qualification

I know I won't get high salary job now

I don't know how to make a decision.

When you asking me what I really want, I don't know how to give you an answer. I thought for long time for an answer but it was failed.

May be I am a loser. A loser when face to LIFE...

I wish to improve myself in 2011. So when the same question from you, I can tell you the proper answer. I think I was failed again.

Whole night dream of the interview. Dreamt of how to answer the questions in this past interview.

Can I return to the time I attend the interview? May be I can give them the better answers...

Anyway

The interview made me understanded a lot.

Thanks to this 2011 first failure interview.