后~冬至~快乐~

今年的冬至，和往常一样，没有冬至的象征——汤圆。

已忘了多久了，已不清楚何时了，没有吃到汤圆了。

我想，最后一次吃到汤圆应该是两年前吧...

好希望一板一眼的生活有一点改变，突破...

当然，要是好的，正面的，会让身边的人知道后，

会心一笑的。。。

分不清到底自己要什么，没有为未来打算，好失败...

计划~计划~计划~

简单的幸福，能不能垂手可得？

期待的结果，要不要呆在那街角？

儿时的愿望，是不是遥不可及？

追求的梦想，会不会在那天涯海角？

期待的下一章 圣诞大餐

堂哥大喜 Sg-ing

Last weekend went to Singapore to attend my cousin's wedding ceremony.

A very nice wonderful lovely sweet wedding!!!

The bridegroom so handsome and gentleman.

The bride so pretty and smile sweet.

Wish both of them stay happy together and lovely forever!!!

It is a good gathering for me to meet all my relatives. Some of them i don't even meet before.Haha...

Too many relatives le.Hehe...

I had a good weekend at Singapore although I have not time to visit around as only stay 1 day there...

But after visit Singapore, I wish to work there for a few years to experience the life there...It will be a totally life with what I have now...I guess..

Merry Christmas to all of You oh!!!!

闷因为懒惰！！

Saturday, 11.12.2010

Left a few days, a new unknown year will come to us...We declare it as 2011...

Somebody told me 2011 will be a good year because it will have 11.11.11. A good day for marry. (May be a good day for another terror action.)

Somebody told me it will be a bad year as our world economic will reach another lowest point especially in Malaysia, under the stupid lousy country management. (May be a good year for the opposite politic party. The ruling party act something stupid in front will encourage the grow of opppsite party!!)

Somebody told me it will be a hard year for all lower income group include me. I strongly agree with these. ( Definitely will be good for those to take advantage on lower income group. Stupid corruption always there.Ai...)


Sorry.I am too boring so wrote out so many funny thing...

Sorry.I am too lazy to work up on my research...

Sien.....

My injured middle finger...Pain oh!!!

Bad day for my middle finger..

So so so bad luck oh!!!

A stupid beaker broke my middle finger!!!

So deep and a lot of blood lose!!!!

I prefer donate those blood to mosquitoes rather than INJURED!!!!!

So pain oh...

Wu wu wu wu...Tomorrow I want apply MC!!!


P.s: Dr Belinda,please accept my MC.

By the way, MC holder can go PC fair ma?

New Racket

My pink colour badminton racket was spoilt!!!


Ai...


So heart pain ah!!!!


And my Yang Yang Sensation 300 racket also followed my pink colour racket...Ai..


So,

I had to buy a new racket...I have no $$$ le oh!!


So this month I planned to buy Maggi and egg for my breakfast and dinner...


Ai...

Help me please!!!

New racket-

Yang Yang Quantum Saber 6000

Quantum Saber 6000

Snowing in My Heart

Due to a low pressure area which formed over the coastal waters of Malaysia, the heavy rain in the northern states of Perlis, Kedah and Terengganu caused most of the places in these states suffering for flood.

Due to some family problem, research problems, working problem...the heavy snow in my heart caused me whole night kept continued with the terrible nightmare, caused me can't rest well, caused me can't focus on what I am doing, caused me froze my mind, caused me heart pain all the days, caused me scared to face you all, caused me don't know how to deal with you all...

Why...

Can I run away from where I been borned?

Can I don't look at the things happened but pretend I don't know everything?

Can I be the hunter, straight away lie down and pretend myself was dead when see the bear?

Can I shout at you all to know actually what happened?

Can I handle the things you two having now by shut myself down and cut of all the sources of information?

Can I....

I can do nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dont' snow please.....

I just don't want to lose you all...

Please...

November-Snowing

No snow in Malaysia.Naturally.

But why I am feeling cool in my heart?

Frozen my mind and all my ability to keep move on...

May be it just an excuse for being lazy

May be it just a reason for holiday

May be it just a reason for stop all works on hand

May be it just a sign for run away...

I don't know how many reasons or excuses or signs I might have to slow me down for the works...

I just believe, I am no good enough for being a successful person no matter in what...

Ok...I need to change now. No negative in myself...Em..May be less negative..

I wish to be positive mind started from long time ago.

+positive +positive +positive +positive +...

Happy November for Everyone!!!

No snowing here!!!